Gratitude, Love & Mutual Aid #4

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Corn, digital collage, © 2014 Terri Lloyd/Pink Buddha

Gratitude and love are revolutionary.

Nothing like a pandemic, a capitalist market “fluctuation”, and the fact that a mentor is now in hospice to remind me about what is truly important. What can one do when faced with things so much larger than oneself? Reorganize and prioritize.

All of this stuff we’re experiencing is so real it demands being present, fully present. But, man is that work. When I get a bit overwhelmed, I have to take a step back. The best way for me to do that is, as cheesy as it sounds, is to practice gratitude. Nothing big, just think about things, mundane, every day things, that I am grateful about.

I could list the material stuff, like the house, the cars, the computer, groceries, stuff like this. But then there are the more mundane things that often get lost in the shuffle of the struggle to be something or someone in this society. Like the birds shouting their chisme (gossip) across the Backyard Emirates in the late afternoon. Or the smell of the cats when I put a little kiss on their heads, just to annoy them. Yes, Castor smells different than Ozzy.

This week I’m truly grateful that I was able to put to words how my mentor has affected me, the mark he made not just on my art practice, but on me as a person —in my life. It was important for me to let him know that I see him, truly see him. That what he has done for artists over the years has been out of love, and that is fucking revolutionary.

Wading Pool Party, 2020, acrylic on canvas, 24 x 36 inches

Magical things do happen, even in a pandemic. During one of my FaceTime painting sessions with my dear friend Pina (she’s in NY), we discovered that we could merge our energy to create something new and beautiful to share it with other artists, students, and so on. It was as if we both had half of a heart-shaped charm and finally found the piece that was missing. I won’t reveal too much, because we need to put this talk into action to see if it will work. I will say it incorporates other hand painting and a little something sort of zen.

Pina and I were also talking about how creating a thing of beauty can be a revolutionary act. It occurred to me that revolution doesn’t have to be violent, it can be as simple as changing one’s mind. Of course, there’s an element of risk. Change is often uncomfortable.
 
As I think about post-pandemic life, I really do not want to go back to “normal.” A return to normal is not good enough, and it’s not sustainable. Do I have a solution? Philosophically, yes. As for specifics, no, I don’t have answers. And maybe that’s okay for now. I think the important thing is to ask the right questions and have the hard conversations. Think beyond what we know. Do a little free falling into the abyss. Maybe just learn to love each other and ourselves a little bit more…

Be well, stay well…

P.S. Below are this week’s Mutual Aid and Cooperation introductions. Take a moment to mingle.

Alessandor’s Tea of the Weak

I met Alessandor through the Artery platform. She reached out to meet for coffee and we became fast friends. You know, she’s the one that coined “Anti Terri.” In a lot of ways, Alessandor reminds me of a young Terri. She’s way more driven and eloquent than I was at the same age, nonetheless, there is this no bullshit thread that weaves between our generations that I do adore. Never mind her wicked sense of humor mixed with the occasional pun or dad joke. Alessandor is also the mastermind behind Fuck The Art Market.

“The Tea of the Weak is my weekly t-shirt. Each week on Monday, I will release a design that will only be available for one week, until the following Monday, when I shall release a new one.”

If you like a naked cat, grab this Tee before it’s gone.

TEA OF THE WEAK
www.alessandorearnest.com
www.fucktheartmarket.com/
FB: AlessandorEarnest

Above, Chimney Swift

Steven’s facebook intro says, “Worker bee making shiny things for personal enjoyment and for the amusement of others.” I couldn’t agree more. Steven and I met at South Coast Contemporary in San Pedro about 5 or 6 years ago, where we were both exhibiting. I immediately fell in love with his work which reflects a thoughtfulness I appreciate and often a biting sense humor.

Greenie

Like myself, Steven has a not so imaginary pal named Greenie. Greenie and Pink Buddha exchange holiday cards at Christmas time.

When asked if I could introduce him to you, Steven replied:

“Thinking about the info you asked for in your blog, I have come to realize that my life is the very definition of mundane and ordinary.  No story to tell–no criminal record, no world record, no vinyl record(ings); nothing.  Last brush with the law was when I was in grade school.  [My friends and I were busted tagging the back of Jefferson Bowl in Culver City.]   This is so embarrassing!  Ah, damn… “

No, Steven, I wouldn’t call you mundane. Not by any means.

greeniearts.com
FB: greenie.arts
Insta: @greeniearts


Above: Crime Rib T-shirt

Shane blew my mind about 10 or so years ago at a little event in Pasadena known as the Alternative Art Market. He showed up with his ODDoman sculpture and I couldn’t take my hands off the thing all day. He’s such a gentle being and here was this pokey strange almost S&M sculpture, I loved the paradox! Shane’s work reached beyond his soft sculptures. He produces some amazing digital works along with abstract painting and then some. One of the things I love most about Shane’s work is his sense of humor which lands somewhere between Archie McPhee and Mad Magazine. Especially his Silly Products T-shirts.

shane-design.com

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Mutual Aid & Cooperation #3

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Animal Power, 11 x 14 inches on canvas. Available at JeffHughart.com

Mutual Aid And Cooperation #3

This week, I have one artist to introduce, Jeff Hughart. I “met” Jeff online about 10 years ago through an art blog I used to write for. The blog is gone, but Jeff and I still talk via social media. We not only have art in common, we have Punk Rock and Los Angeles in common too.

Jeff is a self-taught and self-representing artist who works primarily in acrylics, producing paintings that are often raw, emotional, colorful, and energetic. Influences of his punk rock past are expressed in his characteristically vivid palette and visceral brushstrokes. Jeff sells his artwork in gallery shows, on his website (jeffhughart.com), on ebay, etsy and by appointment in his private studio in Bisbee, AZ. Although a relative newcomer to the art world, he is pleased to have hundreds of collectors from around the world, and has already had his paintings in many shows from San Francisco to London.

Pina, 2020, acrylic on paper, 18 x 24 inches, © Terri Lloyd

Checking in. How are you doing?
Yes, my friend I’m talking to you. How are you doing?

Are you struggling to keep your mind occupied?
Feeling like you have to over compensate with busy projects?
Are you taking advantage of the down time to push creative boundaries, experiment?

Or are you giving yourself permission to sit still?  Do you know what day it is?

Drop me a line and let me know how you are coping or not coping. I want to hear from you.

Something I’m doing, and I believe we talked about it a few weeks ago, is spending two two-hour sessions on FaceTime with a dear friend of mine in New York. We started out painting each other’s portraits and plan to continue our sessions past the portraits and into other works. This provides both of us with a bit of a structure, some accountability in varying degrees, and allows us to maintain our personal connection. All of which contributes toward a state of acceptance regarding the current shared circumstances.

Let me know how you are managing this new paradigm.

Be well, stay well,
Terri

Mutual Aid & Cooperation #2

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This is the second installment of Mutual Aid and Cooperation. This is an action based loosely on the idea of those who aren’t affected economically helping out those who are affected economically by the COVID-19 pandemic.

Since I’m not wealthy and in the same bucket of hardship, this is my way of paying it forward.

Every week or so, depending on how many people respond to the call for art (HERE), I will introduce those artists to you.

Stay safe, be well.

Mildred Rivera works in many mediums. She’s a painter of animals, an incredible sculptor, works in glass, and a print maker. In fact, she worked with Ruth Leaf for 10 years. Mildred has worked long and hard to overcome dyslexia, but has never let it get in her way.

You can find Mildred’s work on both Facebook and Instagram.
Venmo: @Mildred-Rivera-17
Facebook: MeltdownGlassQuality
Instagram: meltdownglow
Ann Heintz is another multi-talented artist who works in a variety of media including, collage, mixed media paintings, and fiber art. 

“i’m not sure what story to tell you about myself. there are so many interesting, funny, heartbreaking stories to choose from. someday we’ll sit down with some beers and i’ll tell you the life story. for now i’ll tell you about the time i saved a guy from choking in the restaurant where i worked. i was working as a hostess in this fine dining restaurant in evanston, il. i was seating a table in one of the dining rooms and i hear this woman screaming that her husband is choking. i had just gone through cpr and first aid training for my nanny job so i knew what to do. i abandoned the people i was seating and ran over to the table. i saw the man in distress and without thinking got behind him and proceeded to do the heimlich on him. he was a pretty big guy so it was hard, but i did it and the food popped out and flew across the table. after the adrenaline rush, i walked dazedly back to the host stand. then the table i was seating came back and said, um, hey, you never finished seating us. i got a gracious thank you from the family and a bottle of wine from the restaurant for saving the guys life. weird stuff, i can’t make this up!”

Fun fact: Ann’s day job is that of nanny.

www.AnnHeintz.com
paypal.me/annheintz


Jorge Bernal is perhaps one of my favorite living artists. He rarely if ever starts a drawing with a plan. Instead, he lets the art guide him, spontaneously. I truly admire this. He also works in a language that is rooted in the subconscious. I really love our afternoons filled with coffee, guava cake, walks and deep deep conversation.

Jorge says: I visualize each piece of my artwork as a page in a book I have been writing about my life all these years, and also believe those individuals who feel attracted to a particular piece, “understand” the language in it, maybe not “letter” by “letter”, but the essence of the “writings” in that particular page.

Facebook: jorge.bernal.5454
Instagram: jorge.bernal.5454
If you are interested in purchasing one of Jorge’s works, please contact me (terri@terrilloyd.net).
Peter Dobi, Psychoanalysis for Artists


At the most basic level, what I offer is similar to talk therapy – you come to talk about the problems of your life to an intent ear. More specifically, I listen very carefully to how your language structures your thoughts and desire. I don’t intrude, I listen patiently, pointing out when the logic of your language betrays or enables the very aspirations you espouse or believe you want. This follows the teachings and ethics of Jacques Lacan.

What is different about my practice from traditional psychoanalysis or therapy is that I encourage the talking about ones artistic practice and life as being heavily related to ones life, and with this in mind encourage the showing of ones artwork, in documentation in sessions, sent beforehand or after, or, on certain occasions, in your studio.

As a general rule, the early stages of psychoanalytic life coaching are more conversational, similar to how most life coaches work, though do not be surprised to be challenged by existential questions related to practical issues.

The central activity of Lacanian analysis is what Freud deemed “free association”, which means that you speak whatever comes to mind. Whatever the reason you may be coming – your art, your relationship, depression, lack of desire, creative struggles, relationship troubles or stress- whatever it may be, the beginnings of your own solution will begin to take form by letting your particular language be heard, but most importantly by yourself. 

As for what to expect from my behavior, the practice of Lacanian analysis is incredibly flexible and dynamic, but with that comes a challenge, a challenge for he or she who comes to speak to test the limits of their thoughts and their dreams. What this comes down to is that I will often leave the answering up to you, providing assistance only when necessary in order to reveal thinking that is intertwined with anxieties and conflicts concerning the people and events in your life.

We may work face to face, we may work with you on the couch, if you must be out of town, we will work via Skype. Perhaps you believe something can be shown with artwork better than it can be said. In other words, when considering the unconscious mechanisms of your desire, expect the unexpected. 

Fee tiers: First preliminary session is always free of charge, and then $30, $75, $150 based on income, with some alternative exceptions made circumstantially.
Psychoanalysisforartists.com
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Mutual Aid And Cooperation As Core Values

Art, art collecting, fine art, Products

This is an ongoing series to help those in my community that are economically impacted by the virus COVID-19. Each week, you will be introduced to several artists, artisans, musicians, writers, etc. If you are not economically impacted by the virus, please consider buying something from those who are.

We’re in this together.
Peace and Love,
Terri

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I, like no other individual, like no other political party, like no other self proclaimed authority will ever permanently shape society. We are society. We may individually or collectively influence it though. How we emerge from our current crisis or the next one is still a guess. I love my freedom and liberty, it allows me to grow on my own terms and through my own choices. What I did notice, as did many, is that most people were easily divided and much of the blame was on the corruption prevalent in all government globally. So, when we emerge from this crisis, do we want to influence change or just accept the continued corruption? I believe we have windows of opportunity and I can sit back and await that window closing or use my influence, my love, my peace, to promote a “better more caring society.” So, I must.  —Nigel Mitchell

Fact: In another life, Nigel was a jockey.

Fins, The Crochet Clown Fish $50 at YarnKat.com

YarnKat is a place for things yarn, crochet, knit and cats. Yep, cats. Being a crazy cat lady runs in the family. Proprietress, Kathy Bartholomew, is my sister and she will gladly tell you horror stories about growing up with me as her sister.

Fact: Kathy was born with strabismus and had three eye surgeries before Kindergarten.
 

Give In To The Idea, 24 x 36 inches, Montana spray paint on canvas $350 Venmo: @LukeSaenz24

Luke Saenz: As a child, I dug holes. A corridor filled with wonder & amusement. As a young human, I learned about myself and art from my amazing mentor ( anti-Terri-fucking-Lloyd). 

What do we say to the establishment? Fuck you.

Fun Fact: Luke cracked his head open one night, partying with his pals. Ended up getting staples to hold it all together. I insisted he send me a photo of it so I could share it on myspace.
Facebook: luke.saenz3
Instagram: lukesaenz24
 

Working with charcoal along 2000+ miles with stones, rivers and creeks, 600 marked sites with earth since 7/27/2016… with being with alignment and with the energies I sense with the place and space, the time of day and the seasons as continuum…

Greg Patch: I had a Polio vaccine, and had mumps, measels and chicken pox and bumped myself many more times.

Fun fact: Greg is an herbalist.

patreon.com/gregpatch
gregpatch.blogspot.com
facebook.com/greg.patch

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Nina says: When I was a toddler just having started to walk my parents always had me in a leather harness with a leather leash until I was about 4  ….. wonder if that’s where my fondness for B & D comes from.

Are you interested in participating in this action? Please check out the Call For Artists page for details.

March 21 Tertulia/Open Studio Postponed

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Terri’s Tertulia, aka, the March 21 Open Studio has been postponed.

Considering that some of the exhibiting artists are in the segment of population that is most at risk, I have decided it would be best to postpone the Tertulia/open studio event until warmer weather prevails.

This isn’t to say that we fear the general public, we don’t. And nor should the public fear us. However, as we are told the virus behaves, it’s very hard to know if or when someone might be a host for COVID-19.

With all the conflicting information regarding Coronavirus, my gut is telling me to err on the side of caution for all parties.

My understanding of the virus, like many other respiratory viruses, is that it doesn’t thrive in warmer weather. Let’s look to maybe Summer Solstice time for another gathering, TBA.

Stay well, take the necessary precautions.

Garden at Art Share LA

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Three works in the Garden exhibition at Art Share LA.

On View from: “March 21 – April 25 ,2020
Opening reception, March 21, 6 to 9 pm.

(Gonna be a crunchy schedule that day. Yes, the Tertulia is still happening. If you miss one, show up for the other!)

A Lesson In Conformity

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A Lesson In Conformity, 2020, acrylic on paper, 18 x 24 inches

I ran out of canvas, so while I wait for my order to be delivered, I’m painting on paper. I call these images “periphery” to the main body of “In The Court Of The Easter Queen.”

When I started this periphery work, I realized that the series I’m working on is going to need more “information” via images to flesh out the story and the effects of what it is I’m examining.

I love this version of harakiri.

Castor At The LA Art Show

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The Cat With No Fucks To Give

Gestalt Projects in Santa Monica, accepted a little circular painting of mine for their wall at LA Art Show. Was fun to get notified 5 days before the work was due that they had accepted my idea. Never mind the fact that I had submitted 6 months prior. El Oh El.

But, you know me, I love the challenge of a deadline. So, I started out with what was my original idea and got it almost finished when I decided it wasn’t me and ditched it. Starting over, I heard myself telling someone I met recently for a consultation, “Impossible deadline? Easy, pull from what already exists and adapt it to the new situation.” Which is exactly what I did. And roughly 3 hours later, voilà! The Cat With No Fucks To Give.

Yes, the gallerist was pleased to receive the work, said he was really looking forward to having it on the wall. I love it when someone understands my fuckery.

524

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524, 2019 acrylic on canvas

Distilling memories, creating new folklore –are we what we were taught to believe? When do beliefs become obsolete? You were there, did you remember it the same way I did?